5/13/25
I keep doing this Chiikawa bit that Kurimanju drinks and then loudly goes AHHHHHH its so funny to me. It's so annoying to everyone but it's so fun for me. Anyway, what I have learned from having vertical labret piercings (2 of them... woah!) is that the worst part is when im drinking from a glass and the metal hits the glass weird andd it goes SCREECH. because its glass vs metal. theres my fun drink update for the next while
5/12/25
I'm so cooked I read like 90 chapters of Jojo's part 5 in 2 days. Unfortunately this manga serious is doing some wild shit to my brain.
5/9/25
Got told by one of my college friends that I am "giving dark academia" and I think I need to live in a bog forever. I'm not giving dark academia I just like reading and wear glasses and baggy sweaters. Cries. My bad for living in a city with a coffee shop and a nice public library and decent thrift stores I Guess???? Whatever man, me and my jkirt (jean skirt) and my oversized sweater against the world. I don't really get the aesthetics thing anyway like it isn't a subculture it's just a style of dressing. Anyone could do that. My mom could be dark academia. The aesthetic movement like... wants to be subculture but it misses some of the core things required of a subculure I feel like. IDK.
5/8/25
I go to a local art supply shop in my home state. I get 9 billion new pens I will use for a week and forget exists. Life is good. It's really funny how anti-consumer I am, and I stay true to that, but every time I go home without fail we go into the city and I proceed to buy like 10 new pens I don't really need.
5/7/25
I went to Ikea and got a small Blahaj (small one was 10 dollars) and a new plant. And then we went to a green house and I got a new plant. And then the other day I got a new plant. So anyway I have 3 new house plants. YAYYYYYY. I need to come up with names for them.
5/6/25
Pinterest is basically the only "social media" I use anymore (if you can even call it that) aside from YouTube, and honestly the way it reacts to what I save is so funny. Currently it thinks I am a doomsday prepper tradwife cottagecore thing (I just like sewing and DIY projects and gardening... so like ok I guess). I just want to look at room decor but okay.
5/4/25
Being back home and it being summer break is great for me because I... want to engage in my hobbies again. I have the drive to work on my website, do upkeep on my house plants, work on my garden, sew, embroider... you get my point. I think it has less to do with school (which is ostensibly just. my hobby that consumed my life to the point of it Needing to be my career), and more to do with the house I live in. It all comes back to the House... Regardless, soon enough I will be moving to a new place so that is exciting. Anyway my mom is giving me Coca-Cola glasses so life is good
5/3/25
I think one thing that people outside of the Americas (and specifically outside of the US/Mexico/Canada) never really understand is how breathtakingly beautiful this place can be. I wish that the horrible American suburban sprawl didn't exist because driving from where I go to school back home (20 hour drive over 2 days) really reminded me that this place is so wonderful and beautiful if you let it be. I saw vibrant green trees and an osprey and the mountains are truly a breathtaking sight even from a distance. It really saddens me how much of the beautiful landscape of the southwest and the desert plains area of the United States has been absolutely demolished by drought caused by suburban sprawls and climate change. Fucked.
4/30/25
My local library lets you check out 100 books at a time. NOT including dvds or cds or any other kind of media. That's JUST BOOKS. Why do I know this? Well, my library back home only let you have 30 checked out at a time. And I.... may have put a bunch of books on hold (expecting that I would have to wait a few weeks to get any of them). Anyway. I now have 15 books to read and another 4 to pick up. Um. Please Help. I have to read all these books in the span of like 6 to 8 weeks. Help.